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A factory explosion took my fiancé's legs—or so I thought.
I refused to abandon him. For three agonizing years, I worked myself to the bone, hauling seventy-pound cement sacks on dusty construction sites by day, and pedaling a battered bike through freezing rain and sweltering summer heat delivering takeout by night. Every cent I earned went straight toward his physical therapy.
Then came the leukemia diagnosis. Mason had broken down in tears, his voice thick with guilt and sorrow:
"Leah, you’ve suffered too much for me. I'm a curse on your life. I'm dragging you straight to hell with me."
I didn't hesitate. I volunteered for the bone marrow transplant without a second thought.
His longtime friend, a doctor named Keira, came back with the lab results, shaking her head with clinical detachment.
"You're a match," she told me coldly. "But you're pregnant. We can't harvest your marrow in this condition." She sighed, an edge of contempt lacing her words. "This baby has terrible timing. It's going to cost Mason his life."
In that split second, my world caved in.
Behind Mason’s back, my hands trembling, I swallowed the abortion pills Keira slipped into my palm. Then, clutching my cramping stomach, I walked back toward his hospital room, ready to sign the donor consent forms.
Instead, the door swung open, and Mason was standing.
He was on his own two feet, dressed in a bespoke suit, holding a massive bouquet of crimson roses. His face beamed with triumphant joy.
"Leah, baby, you passed!" he cheered, laughing out loud. "You passed the ultimate test of true love! You were actually willing to bleed and break your back for me. I'm so damn moved."
"I was never bankrupt. I was never crippled. And I definitely don't have cancer. You're ready, sweetheart. You can officially marry me and become the lady of the Trent estate."
My ruined body, the permanent calluses carved into my palms, the unborn baby already dying in a flood of chemical poison inside my womb—every ounce of my agony had merely been a trial in his sick, twisted game.
I looked at him, my heart fracturing into jagged shards.
Then I turned and ran.
…
Mason sprinted after me, his fingers clamping down on my wrist like a vice.
In the sterile hospital corridor, he stared at me, his handsome face clouding with genuine confusion.
"Leah, why are you running?"
"The nightmare is over."
"No more construction yards. No more hauling bricks and cement, no more riding through downpours delivering food. I'm giving you luxury, security, penthouses, luxury cars. You'll never have to worry about a single dollar for the rest of your life."
"Leah, you should be celebrating! Why are you running away?"
My vision blurred with a sudden rush of scalding tears.
He knew nothing.
Just this morning, to clear the way for his bone marrow transplant, I had swallowed the pills Keira gave me. Right now, a dull, hollow ache radiated through my lower abdomen—the first cruel sign of my baby slipping away.
And his terminal illness was nothing but a sickening theatrical stunt.
Mason reached out, his thumb gently wiping away the tears on my cheek. A self-satisfied smile curled on his lips.
"I get it. You're overwhelmed. You just found out I'm healthy, that you don't have to carry the world on your shoulders anymore. You're crying happy tears, aren't you?"
"Don't worry, Leah. For the rest of our days, I promise to make you the happiest bride on earth."
He pulled me into his arms, squeezing me tight against his chest. His shoulders were broad, his tailored wool coat smelling of cedarwood and boundless wealth, but against my skin, he felt like dry ice.
I wanted to shove him off. I wanted to scream that our baby was dying inside me.
Instead, my knees buckled. Darkness crept into the corners of my vision, swallowing the light.
"Leah? Leah, what's wrong?!" Mason's panicked voice echoed as he caught my sagging weight. He began shouting down the hall for doctors and nurses.
Then the darkness consumed me entirely.
...
When I opened my eyes, I was floating beneath the ceiling—a sheer, translucent spirit.
I looked down at the gurney. My body lay there, paper-pale, lips stripped of all color.
I couldn't understand. It was just an abortion pill... why was I dead?
Beside the bed, Keira held a stethoscope, casually tapping it twice against my chest through my faded shirt.
She turned to Mason with an easy, unbothered shrug.
"She's fine. Just an acute emotional shock on top of chronic exhaustion. She fainted from sheer relief."
"Her heartbeat and vitals are completely stable. A little bed rest and she'll bounce right back."
The tension drained from Mason's shoulders.
He sank into the plastic chair, gingerly taking my cold, lifeless hand in his. A wave of regret softened his jawline.
"It's my fault," he murmured. "To test her devotion, I had the site manager assign her the dirtiest, heaviest loads on the lot. I knew two hundred bucks a day was brutal labor, but she gritted her teeth and took it all just to pay for my leg rehab."
"From now on, I won't let her suffer a single scratch. She'll never lift a finger again."
Beside him, Keira let out a sharp, amused scoff.
"A bit late for remorse, Mason. What about those delivery customers who left abusive reviews and refused to pay, getting her wages docked? Didn't you hire those actors yourself?"
My spirit shuddered in midair.
To scrape together enough cash for his daily physical therapy, I had endured the most backbreaking labor I could find. Even when the site manager cursed me out for being too slow, telling me women were useless on a job site, I had dropped to my knees in the wet gravel, begging him for another chance.
When delivery customers filed false complaints claiming their orders arrived cold or spilled, I skipped meals for three days just to send them digital gift cards, pleading with them to remove the penalties on my driver profile.
I had never mentioned any of it to Mason. Not a single word.
Every evening, when I opened the door to our drafty, cramped apartment, I forced a bright, loving smile onto my exhausted face. I was grateful my partner was alive. I was terrified he would feel like dead weight, terrified his pride would shatter.
I never imagined the truth.
None of it was bad luck. None of it was the cruel roll of life's dice.
Every drop of misery had been meticulously staged by the man I loved.
Right then, Mason’s phone rang. His mother’s impatient voice cut through the speaker.
"Mason! Did that girl pass your little test or not? Are you going to marry her? You've played the invalid for three whole years—stop dragging this out! If she isn't good enough, I have a twenty-first candidate lined up waiting for your appraisal."
Mason held the phone, breathing a sigh of smug relief.
"No need, Mom. Out of all twenty girls, Leah is the only one who sacrificed everything without asking for a dime in return. She's the one. I'm making her my wife."
His mother exhaled in delight. "Thank goodness! You've finally found someone who meets your standards."
Mason looked down at my corpse, his voice thick with self-congratulation. "The other nineteen were just shallow gold-diggers. The second I pretended to lose my fortune and end up in a wheelchair, they scattered like roaches. Only Leah stayed. When I faked the terminal leukemia, she even offered up her own bone marrow. Mom, tell me—how did a guy like me get so lucky to find a girl so pure, so wonderfully naive?"
A bitter, hollow laugh escaped my spectral lips.
I was never his soulmate. I wasn't his grand romance.
I was simply candidate number twenty who survived the obstacle course.
His mother pressed on, "Bring her to the family gala tomorrow. Announce the engagement properly."
"Of course," Mason agreed. "I'll propose right in front of the press."
He hung up, and Keira tapped her watch. "You've got the ribbon-cutting ceremony for your new industrial complex at noon. Don't be late. To make Leah believe you went bankrupt three years ago, you literally blew up a hundred-million-dollar manufacturing plant. That was quite the commitment."
Mason shrugged with chilling indifference. "If you don't make the tragedy real, how do you verify a woman's soul?"
A wave of nausea swept through my soul.
To stage a petty test of loyalty, he had blown up a fully operational facility without blinking. Over three thousand workers lost their livelihoods overnight. Families were torn apart, men and women injured, plunged into financial ruin—all so a bored heir could test the women in his dating pool.
The games of the wealthy were unfathomably cruel.
Mason squeezed my cold hand one last time, leaning down to murmur in my ear. "Leah, I have to run to the ribbon-cutting. I'll pick you up tonight. Rest up and wake up soon, okay?"
He brushed a kiss against the back of my hand, turned, and asked Keira to watch over me.
As he walked toward the door, my spirit threw itself in front of him, screaming with every ounce of my being:
"Mason, don't leave! Keira is lying to you! The baby is gone, and I am dying—Mason, look at me! Save me!"
He didn't flinch. He walked straight through my spectral chest.
The heavy door clicked shut behind him.
Keira turned to the bed, her face contorting into naked malice.
"Leah Turner," she sneered quietly. "The title of Mrs. Trent was never meant for a gutter rat like you."
She dialed a number, and within minutes, two men in surgical scrubs and masks entered. With practiced speed, they pulled a white sheet over my head, transferred my body onto a transfer gurney, and wheeled me out through the service elevator, slipping out into an unmarked van.
"Keira! What are you doing to me?!" I screamed, hovering uselessly beside them.
She paid no attention. Returning to her office, she dialed Mason's number, her voice shifting instantly into breathless panic.
"Mason! Leah woke up! The second she realized you lied to her, she flew into a rage, called you a monster, and bolted out of the building!"
Mason's panicked shout carried through the receiver: "She ran?! I'm heading back to our place right now!"
...
Back at our drafty, cramped apartment on the outskirts of the city, Mason tore through every room like a madman.
My worn sweaters, my cheap toothbrush—everything sat exactly where I had left it.
He gripped his phone, firing off text after text:
"Leah, I know I deceived you for three years. I know it hurt. But I truly love you. I've already ordered your bridal gown, a custom Harry Winston ring, and an eight-figure trust in your name. Tomorrow, in front of all the cameras, I'll announce you to the world as my wife. Stop hiding. Come home."
I floated beside him, watching the frantic glow of his screen.
For three years, terrified that he felt isolated sitting alone in his wheelchair all day, I had texted him constantly between shifts.
"Look at this stray cat outside the convenience store, doesn't it have your grumpy glare?"
"Found a pair of work boots on clearance for fifteen bucks. Soles are stiff, but they'll keep my feet dry."
"Hit the heat-wave bonus on deliveries today! Coming home early to help you stretch your legs."
His replies had never exceeded three words. Usually just "K", or "Don't bother".
Now that I was dead, his messages arrived in a torrential flood.
Keira stepped into the apartment, leaning against the doorframe with a mocking chuckle.
"Give it a rest, Mason. I saw her leave the clinic with my own eyes. She got picked up by a man. Looked a whole lot like her ex."
My ghost recoiled in horror. How could someone invent a lie so vicious out of thin air?
Mason froze, his eyebrows knitting into a hard line. "Impossible. Leah cut ties with that small-town teacher years ago. Alan Moore wouldn't come all the way out here."
Keira scoffed, pouring poison into his ear. "I swear it. She hopped right onto the back of his motorcycle outside the main doors. You're sitting here beating yourself up for testing her, but for all you know, she’s been playing both sides the entire time."
That shattered Mason’s precarious guilt, igniting his combustible ego.
He lashed out, kicking our battered coffee table. The dented tin coffee can sitting on it tumbled to the linoleum, the plastic lid popping off. A thick stack of hundred-dollar bills spilled across the floor.
Mason stared down at the cash, stunned. "Leah emptied every saving account we had to pay for my treatments. Where did she get five thousand dollars in cash?"
Keira pounced on the opening. "From the ex, obviously. She kept it hidden so you wouldn't find out she was taking money from another man."
"No! That's a lie!" I screamed, shaking with phantom fury.
Two thousand of that was from selling my late father's old scooter—the very last keepsake I had left of him. After selling it, I had pedaled a heavy shared city bike through ninety-five-degree heat delivering food, grinding bloody blisters into my heels until I scraped together another three thousand.
I was saving it for his bone marrow matching fees.
Neither of them could hear me.
Blinded by humiliated pride, Mason grabbed his phone and hammered out a furious voice message:
"Leah, did you really run off with Alan Moore?! Think carefully about what you're doing! He makes pennies teaching in some backwater school! I could hand you half a million dollars for pocket change—how the hell does he compare to me?!"
"I'm giving you one last chance. Tomorrow, show up at the Trent estate gala. If you don't, every single sacrifice you made over the past three years means nothing. The test is void!"
A jagged ache tore through what remained of my soul.
Alan Moore was never an ex-boyfriend. When my father passed away, leaving me an orphan with no family, a well-meaning neighbor arranged a blind date with a teacher from the next town over. We had coffee once. That was it. Weeks later, I moved to the city for work, and we lost touch completely.
I had mentioned it casually to Mason once over dinner, an innocent story from my past.
And now, that single offhand remark was being weaponized to erase three years of devotion.
Mason kept calling. Straight to voicemail.
Losing the last shred of his temper, he hurled his phone against the peeling wall. The impact knocked down our framed photograph. The glass shattered across the floor.
In the picture, I was smiling behind his wheelchair on the sidewalk outside this very apartment, celebrating our first home together.
Now, the frame was splintered beyond repair.
Mason turned on his heel, his face dark with fury, and stormed out to his car. Keira followed with a private, victorious smirk.
I hovered in the quiet, desolate apartment, weeping unseen tears.
My devotion had never bought his trust. Even if I had lived to marry him, my life would have been an endless cage of surveillance and paranoia.
The tests would never have stopped.
...
The next evening, the Trent family gala took place in full, suffocating grandeur.
Billionaires, venture capitalists, socialites, and rows of flashing cameras filled the ballroom.
Mason had already replaced his smashed phone. He kept texting me from the head table:
"Leah, get to the manor now. If you keep throwing this tantrum, I'll put the ring on Keira's finger instead."
His mother, draped in diamonds, surveyed the empty foyer with a frown. "Where is that girl? Why isn't she here yet?"
Mason swirled his scotch, his expression tight with bitter resentment. "She took off with her ex. I honestly don't get it. I'm the heir to the Trent empire. I'm wealthier, better-looking, and more powerful than some small-town schoolteacher. Even if I hid my wealth, she had no right to humiliate me by running to another man!"
I drifted beneath the crystal chandeliers, shivering in the warm room.
He had never been hurt by the thought of my betrayal. His ego was simply bruised because he believed he had lost to an ordinary man.
His mother sighed. "She passed the hardest trials. She was an inch away from marrying into fortune and being set for life. Why throw it all away at the finish line?"
Keira, stunning in an emerald evening gown, slid up beside Mason, offering a look of practiced pity.
"How long does Leah expect everyone to wait? The board members and press are getting restless. All this grandeur you prepared to announce her, completely wasted."
Mason downed his glass in one sharp swallow, his jaw clenching. "Her phone has been off since yesterday. I'll give her thirty more minutes. If she doesn't show, the test is over, and so are we."
At that moment, his phone vibrated against the marble table.
It was Mrs. Baker, our landlady. Her voice came through the receiver in a ragged, hysterical sob.
"Mr. Trent! You have to get to the crematorium right now!"
"They're about to burn Leah's body!"
"And she was carrying your baby!"
Mason stiffened, then let out a cold, incredulous scoff.
"Mrs. Baker, how much did Leah pay you to feed me this garbage? First she runs off with an ex, now she claims she's in an incinerator? She wants me to rush over and look like a desperate clown, doesn't she?"
Mrs. Baker cried out, stamping her foot on the line. "Why would I lie about something like this?! I'm looking at her right now, lying in a cardboard casket—"
Mason cut her off harshly. "Tell her to drop the amateur theatrics. If she doesn't want to marry me, I'm not begging. I'm Mason Trent. Women line up around the block for me."
I hovered directly before his eyes, weeping. Even my death was just a scene in his theatrical universe.
He ended the call. But as he turned toward the stage, his phone chimed once more.
It was an image from Mrs. Baker.
A cold concrete slab in a municipal mortuary. A stark white sheet draped over the unmistakable contours of a petite human body.
Mason stared at the screen, his pupils contracting violently.
"This is Photoshopped," he muttered, but his fingers were already trembling.
A frantic voice memo followed, Mrs. Baker's voice rough with tears: "Last night, Leah came to me in a dream, crying, begging me to save her at the crematorium. I came down here, and her body was really here! There is no ex-boyfriend! She never woke up at that hospital!"
The color drained entirely from Mason's face.
Dropping his drink, he bolted toward the exit, leaving the entire ballroom staring in shock.
When his car screeched to a halt outside the municipal crematorium, two attendants were already moving the gurney toward the furnace doors.
"Stop!"
Mason’s voice cracked into a guttural roar as he threw himself over the slab.
He yanked the sheet back—and the world turned to stone.