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I'll Go on My Way
NovelShort
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My brother felt sorry for me for having a crush on him for ten years, so he gave his best friend drugs and sent them to my bed. I was forced to act as the antidote and after waking up, Shawn coldly agreed to marry me. But he went abroad shortly after the marriage and my daughter and I waited for three years before he finally came back. When I went to the airport to pick him up, it was because my daughter called him dad. Lilian, who was holding his hand, couldn't accept the betrayal and ran away with red eyes, but was accidentally hit by a drunk driver and died on the spot. Since then, Shawn had never smiled again. He no longer went abroad and stayed by my daughter and me day and night. I thought that I had finally gotten my reward. But unexpectedly, on my daughter's third birthday, the house caught fire accidentally and my first reaction was to save Shawn and my daughter. But he locked the door with an indifferent look, his eyes full of coldness and hatred. "If it weren't for you, how could Lilian die? Every day after she died, I felt like a walking corpse. I had long wanted to drag you along to be buried with her!" The fire spread to my daughter and me and I realized that Shawn hated us. I opened my eyes again and was reborn back to the day when Shawn was drugged. Seeing him flushed and rushing towards me with a dazed look, I pushed him away with all my strength and called his white moonlight...
Chapters (6)
第1章
My brother felt sorry for me for having a crush on him for ten years, so he gave his best friend drugs and sent them to my room. I was forced to act as the antidote and after waking up, Shawn coldly agreed to marry me.
But he went abroad shortly after the marriage and my daughter and I waited for three years before he finally came back. When I went to the airport to pick him up, it was because my daughter called him dad.
Lilian, who was holding his hand, couldn't accept the betrayal and ran away with red eyes, but was accidentally hit by a drunk driver and died on the spot. Since then, Shawn had never smiled again.
He no longer went abroad and stayed by my daughter and me day and night. I thought that I had finally gotten my reward. But unexpectedly, on my daughter's third birthday, the house caught fire accidentally and my first reaction was to save Shawn and my daughter. But he locked the door with an indifferent look, his eyes full of coldness and hatred.
"If it weren't for you, how could Lilian die? Every day after she died, I felt like a walking corpse. I had long wanted to drag you along to be buried with her!"
The fire spread to my daughter and me and I realized that Shawn hated us.
I opened my eyes again and was reborn back to the day when Shawn was drugged.
Seeing him flushed and rushing towards me with a dazed look, I pushed him away with all my strength and called his first love...
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The uncomfortable panting sound came, which made me shudder all over.
I looked over in the direction of the sound. Shawn, who was drugged, had a flushed face and a few buttons on his black shirt were unbuttoned in a mess. He was about to lose his mind.
"Sonia, come here..." He called me with a hoarse voice with a dazed look in his eyes.
If it was in the previous life, I would have gone over to check on him out of heartache, but now I just stepped back in fear.
In the previous life, it was because of this night that Shawn and I were both drugged and had a spring breeze. Afterwards, he coldly agreed to marry me, but he stayed abroad all year round and didn't care about my daughter and me.
But later I found out that he went abroad because his white moonlight Lilian Murphy was abroad and he returned to this country to give Lilian an explanation. Unexpectedly, my daughter called him dad and Lilian was so shocked that she ran out and died on the spot in a car accident. Shawn hated me and my daughter.
Now the mistake had not been made. As long as it was not me who was the antidote tonight, my daughter and I would not face such a tragic fate.
Thinking of this, I almost dialed Lilian's number without hesitation.
"Is it Lilian? Come to Hotel 32." I said shortly.
I held the door tightly, isolating the hot Shawn inside the door.
At the same time, my body gradually began to heat up.
I remembered what my brother said in my previous life when he felt sorry for my secret love and directly gave his best friend Shawn medicine and sent him to my bed in the hotel.
"Sonia, you and Shawn are obviously in love with each other and you have a good impression of each other. You are so annoying. I might as well help you and let Shawn become my brother-in-law as soon as possible!"
I couldn't believe it, "Brother, are you going to kill me? Let me out!"
My brother chuckled and pushed me into Shawn's arms. "I also drugged your wine. Enjoy it. After this night, you will feel like a brother."
I couldn't help but smile bitterly, but brother, the person Shawn lied was not me at all.
After waiting for more than ten minutes, Lilian rushed to him anxiously with a pale face.
She looked at me suspiciously, "Sonia, who in the circle doesn't know that you like Shawn? You are so kind, isn't he having dinner with your brother tonight? Why was he drugged for no reason? Or are you playing some tricks again?"
Lilian thought it was some kind of trick, but when she saw that the person in the room was indeed Shawn, she frowned.
第2章
I pushed her into the room while explaining.
"It's too late to say so much, Miss Murphy. I know you and Shawn are in love. You don't want to take advantage of other women tonight. Now he needs you and can't hold on any longer."
My brother got the medicine from somewhere and it was very effective. In his previous life, when Shawn was still sane, he bit his tongue and broke several finger bones in order to control himself. In the end, he couldn't help it.
But now Lilian was here, he shouldn't had to endure it anymore. A muffled groan suddenly came from the room and the veins on Shawn's forehead and neck bulged, which made Lilian stunned.
She blushed, raised her head, straightened her clothes and looked back at me. "You are sensible and didn't take advantage of Shawn. Now that I'm here, you should give up... No, why is your face so red?"
I shook my head quickly and urged her to go in quickly.
The moment Shawn pulled off Lilian's suspenders, I closed my eyes and closed the door. Soon, an indescribable sound came from inside. Every sound was like a knife tearing my heart apart. I couldn't bear it anymore and ran out of the hotel without looking back.
The effect of the drug in my body began to take effect. In my previous life, I couldn't push Shawn away, half of the reason was that this drug made me completely lose my mind. While I was still rational, I stopped at the door of a high-end club and stumbled in.
The young and immature staff asked me with a smile, "Miss, what service do you need?"
I patted my unclear head, "I want to order a male model."
He was slightly stunned, took me to the private room and then went to call someone.
I didn’t know how long I have waited, the door was pushed open and a man in a suit and tie walked in. His eyes fell on my torn and messy clothes and he was stunned.
Before he could speak, I hooked my neck and kissed my lips, "I was drugged, help me..."
The man was stunned. He seemed to frown and hold my hand to push me away.
"You want money, right? Any amount is fine!"
I took out a bank card from my pocket and put it in his hand, then untied his belt.
I seemed to hear the man calling my name in a trance. "Sonia, don't mess around..."
It was really noisy.
I frowned and kissed his lips and sure enough, there was no sound. No wonder the high-end clubs here were so popular. The male models not only had good looks, but also played hard to get.
Finally, I heard a sigh from above my head as the man said, "Since you took the initiative, don't regret it."
Then the man turned over and pressed me under him, kissing me with a storm.
After a night of love.
Before dawn, I woke up with a start and it took me a while to realize that I had slept with a strange man, or a male model in the club. The man was still asleep and I quietly put on my clothes and slipped away.
When I passed by the huge floor-to-ceiling glass door of the commercial street, I found that my clothes were torn and there were all kinds of unbearable bright red marks on my neck.
While my brother was still asleep, I hurried home to cover it up with concealer. As soon as I stepped into the door, an indifferent voice came from above my head.
"Where did you go last night?" Shawn asked as he hugged his arms and leaned against the door to look at me.
I was stunned. Didn't he indulge himself in the hotel with Lilian? There was still a circle of eye-catching kiss marks on his neck and his eyes were lazy and indifferent.
I lowered my head guiltily. I thought that after what happened last night, Shawn and I would completely cut off our relationship and I would only treat him as my brother in the future.
"I went out for a walk... Why did you come back so soon?"
第3章
Shawn's new villa was being renovated. Because of my brother, he had been staying at my house for the past few months.
I looked around, "Where is Miss Murphy? Didn't she come back with you?"
The next second, Shawn's eyes fell on me gloomily. "Sonia, where did you go last night? Who left these?"
I realized then that he was talking about the kiss marks on my neck.
I subconsciously pulled my collar to cover them, "Nothing, just a mosquito bite."
Shawn sneered, "Don't think I don't know. Last night, your brother not only drugged me, but also had it in your wine. Why, did you collude with your brother last night, didn't sleep with me and ran out to sleep with other men?"
He continued, "Sonia, do you think that you deliberately called Lilian over last night and disappeared overnight to make me worry? You played the trick of playing hard to get wrong!"
I was confused. Why was Shawn so angry? Didn't I help him and Lilian?
I felt so sour when I realized it. It turned out that he thought that I was playing hard to get with him by helping him last night.
His indifferent and cold voice continued to come. "As you can see, Lilian and I were together last night and I will marry her. I advise you to stop playing any tricks you want to play."
I lowered my eyes and smiled softly, "Okay. I'm sorry about my brother drugging you, but... I really don't like you anymore."
Shawn looked up at me deeply and he obviously didn't want to believe it and his brows were furrowed.
In the past, everyone in this small circle knew that I had a crush on Shawn, but I refused to fall in love, rejected countless blind dates and cut off all peach blossoms for him. But now, I know I was wrong.
I didn’t want to watch my daughter being born in expectation and dying in despair like in my previous life.
Just as Shawn was about to speak, my brother's terrified cry suddenly came from behind him. "Ahhh, damn it, why is there an extra person in the house..."
He rushed over and pointed at the room upstairs with a trembling hand. "Lilian, when did she sleep in our house?"
Shawn closed the door with a serious face and explained calmly. "I brought her here last night. She was tired after a night and couldn't get used to staying in a hotel, so I brought her back to have a good rest."
"What?!" My brother looked at him with a complicated expression, then looked at me.
"You...didn't you last night?" he almost shrieked.
Finally, his eyes fell on our necks suspiciously.
I hurriedly fled, "Brother, I'm going back to sleep first."
I quickly fled back to the room and I could still hear their voices coming from behind the closed door. Maybe my brother was questioning Shawn about what was going on.
It was lunchtime at noon and my brother knocked on the door and called me out for dinner, but I didn't get up.
"Brother, I'm not hungry yet, you guys eat." I juts replied casually.
Soon, Lilian's chuckle came from outside. "I'll call Sonia to get up. Speaking of which, it was all thanks to Sonia that Shawn and I got together so quickly last night."
The door was knocked softly again. "Sonia, I'm Lilian. Just give me some face and come out to have lunch together."
My parents and brother had taught me to be polite since I was a child. Guests should be treated with respect. I had no choice but to bite the bullet and open the door.
At the dinner table, Shawn said nothing, but gently picked up dishes for Lilian. In just a few minutes, the bowl in front of her was piled up like a mountain.
"Shawn, Sonia is still here. Sonia was already in a bad mood because of what happened last night. She will be jealous again soon."
Shawn looked up at me coldly, "Why is she jealous? You are the one I want to marry. I, like Juan, only treat her as a sister."
第4章
I ate the rice in the bowl quietly without saying a word. It tasted like wax.
My brother opened his mouth, but he hesitated to speak and sighed repeatedly.
There was food residue at the corner of Lilian's mouth. Shawn wiped it off for her, but Lilian stopped him with a smile.
"Shawn, I asked you to clean it with your mouth." She moved her face closer.
Shawn was stunned for a moment, then smiled and kissed her.
Lilian turned to look at me proudly, "Sonia, don't mind it. Shawn has been enjoying it since that night. You are still a single girl. You will understand when you have a boyfriend in the future."
The meal was tasteless and I put down my bowl and chopsticks, "I'm full, you guys eat slowly."
No matter how stupid my brother was, he knew about the two of them.
After the meal, he was so angry that he slapped his thigh. "You little fool, why did you give up such a good opportunity last night to Lilian, that dead green tea!"
"Shawn can't see that she is scheming, can't I see it? They showed their affection at the dinner table today just to make you angry. I said that you and Shawn have a good impression of each other..."
I interrupted him, "Brother, don't say such things in the future."
My brother looked at me in disbelief. I smiled, "I don't like Shawn anymore. Brother, please help me arrange a blind date."
My brother really loved me. He confirmed again and again that I was not joking and he breathed a sigh of relief.
He said, "My dear sister, you finally thought it through. I have long advised you not to hang yourself on a tree. Although Shawn is an excellent man, there are many men who are better than him."
"I will contact you Mario Lorenzo, the rich young man of the Lorenzo Family, the marriage partner you rejected before. His family business is much bigger than the Barton Family. He is also handsome and like you, he has never been in a relationship. When you meet him, you may like him."
I obediently took out my phone and added the contact information. I thought it would be difficult to give up Shawn, but when I really gave up, I found that it was just like that.
This time, I could finally change the fate of my daughter and me.
"Shawn, please help me put the suitcase back to your room." Lilian's voice came with a smile.
After she finished speaking, she turned to look at me, "Sonia. Shawn's villa is not yet renovated. He wants to see me all the time, so I have to move in and stay with him for a few days. You shouldn't mind, right?"
I shook my head, "Of course not."
I watched Shawn help her carry the luggage, busying around and smiled self-deprecatingly.
Thinking of the previous life, after that one-night stand, Shawn was afraid that Lilian would be sad, so he sent her abroad in the name of studying abroad. After the hasty wedding, he also lived abroad for many years. I gave birth to my daughter Tiana alone and waited for him to come back, but he showed up at the airport hand in hand with Lilian.
At that time, his eyes were always cold and indifferent when he looked at me, unlike now, when he always looked at Lilian with warm eyes.
As soon as I turned around, I suddenly bumped into something head-on. Lilian splashed herself with a basin of water, but burst into exclamation.
"Lilian!" Shawn's face changed and he immediately rushed over to protect Lilian, looking at me vigilantly.
Lilian hid in his arms and cried as she said, "Sonia, if you don't want me to move in, you can just say it. This dress is a gift from Shawn just now. It's very expensive and I cherish it very much. Why did you have to deliberately bump into me and dirty it?"
I explained helplessly, "I didn't, I didn't mean it..."
"Enough!" Shawn interrupted sharply,
He looked at me with squinted eyes. "Sonia, I told you not to play these tricks. If you don't like Lilian living in, we will move out the day after tomorrow."
第5章
Then he didn't give me a chance to explain. He picked up Lilian by the waist and went back to change clothes. Lilian hooked her neck and smiled proudly at me.
When Lilian came out wearing the dress I cherished the most, my face turned pale.
Shawn said confidently, "Anyway, you haven't worn this dress since I gave it to you, so why not let Lilian wear it first."
I smiled bitterly. I didn't wear that dress because I couldn't bear to part with it.
In all these years of knowing each other, Shawn only gave me this as a birthday present. And after knowing that I had a crush on him, he never gave me anything again, so I kept this dress like a treasure.
But now, I nodded lightly, "Okay, I can't wear it anymore and I was planning to get rid of it or give it away."
In the next few days, Lilian pestered Shawn every day to show his affection, as if he was doing it deliberately for me to see.
On the day when Shawn knelt down to propose in person, I was restless and had a car accident. Although it was not serious, I was still sent to the hospital by passers-by.
They came to see me in a group and Lilian's face wrinkled and she was about to cry.
"Shawn, is it because we are engaged that Sonia was so upset that she deliberately got hit by a car? It's all my fault. If I hadn't insisted on you proposing to her, Sonia wouldn't have gotten into trouble..." She blamed herself.
Shawn comforted her with heartache, "It has nothing to do with you, dear, the milk tea I ordered for you is here, go get it first."
As soon as Lilian left, Shawn frowned and accused me harshly. "Sonia, do you have to make trouble on the day when I proposed to Lilian? Do you really want to break us up? I told you a long time ago that you should put away all your thoughts and there will be no result between you and me!"
I smiled faintly. "Shawn, you misunderstood, I only regard you as my brother. And you think too much, I got into a car accident and it has nothing to do with you."
Shawn didn't believe it, he said thoughtfully, "I will marry Lilian soon, Sonia, you If you can be more open-minded, you should find a boyfriend and give up your thoughts on me."
I nodded. "I already have a boyfriend."
"If you don't have one, then you don't have to lie!"
Shawn's eyes fell on my face. He just felt irritated for no reason and couldn't breathe for a moment.
But at this moment, Lilian pushed the door in with milk tea. She handed me the milk tea with a smile, but deliberately showed off the diamond ring on her ring finger to me.
"Sonia, don't waste your energy. No matter what you do, it will only make Shawn hate you more. See, Shawn only has me in his heart. He put this diamond ring on me personally. You should give up this idea."
Before leaving, Shawn looked at me deeply.
"It doesn't matter if you don't have a boyfriend. You are Juan's sister, which means my sister. As long as you don't have those messy thoughts, I can support you for life."
Hearing this, Lilian cast a resentful look at me, but pretended to be understanding. "Yes, you can also treat me as your own sister. Shawn and I will take care of you.”
But I didn't lie. I really have a boyfriend.
My eyes fell gently on the gardenia on the bedside table, which was given by my boyfriend Mario.
At first, I just agreed to my brother to try blind dating first, but when I arrived at the coffee shop, I found that Mario was actually the male model I slept with that night. I blushed when I saw him, but unexpectedly, he smiled and pushed me against the wall as if he expected it.
"Are you shy? What, weren't you very proactive when we met last time? "
第6章
I thought it was so embarrassing and didn't want to contact him again, but I didn't expect to be followed by a little hooligan when I returned home at night. It was Mario who showed up and punched the other person a few times and sent me home.
On the way, I asked him, "Aren't you a male model?"
He drove his car with his eyes looking forward and raised his eyebrows, "Who told you that I am a male model?"
"It was you who was so impatient that day that you randomly pulled a man to flirt with him. Fortunately, I went to the club to inspect that day, otherwise I don't know which man was harmed by you."
I was so angry that I punched him, but he held my hand and put it in his arms.
"Sonia, I have liked you for a long time. Would you be my girlfriend?"
Even the car accident that happened was a small accident because I was distracted and didn't look at the road when I heard that Mario was proposing marriage. Every time I thought of his face, I felt a little happy in my heart.
After being discharged from the hospital, I went out early and came back late. It was already past eleven o'clock in the evening when I came back. Shawn was standing at the door in casual clothes.
He had a complicated expression, "Sonia, have you been deliberately avoiding me recently?"
I was stunned and smiled, "You think too much."
But Shawn blocked my way, frowned and grabbed my wrist, "It's better that I think too much. My wedding with Lilian is coming soon. I advise you not to play any tricks."
I broke free from his hand and said sincerely, "I wish you a happy marriage. "
Shawn's expression finally eased, but his eyes fell on my neck and his expression changed again and again.
"Who hurt your neck? Could it be a mosquito bite again?"
That was the mark that Mario insisted on leaving during the day, saying that he wanted to declare his sovereignty. I used to be afraid of causing misunderstandings, but now I had a boyfriend officially, there was no need to hide.
"It has nothing to do with you."
Shawn's face became even gloomier.
After saying that, I turned and left, but I didn't notice that Lilian, who was hiding in the corner, had a pale face and a flash of jealousy in her eyes.
"Good boy, I'll take you to a good place."
That day I received a message from Mario and was about to go out happily to keep the appointment, when I saw Lilian playing with my swing in the yard.
"Sonia!" Shawn's voice came and I pretended not to hear it.
But when I came back at night, Shawn kicked open the door of my room angrily. He slapped me in the face, with uncontrollable anger on his face.
"Sonia! How can you be so vicious? Lilian just played on your swing, but you were so jealous that you had to do something to the swing and made her fall. Are you satisfied that she is in the hospital now?"