He Can Cry a River and I Still Won't Budge

He draped an arm around my shoulder and said nonchalantly, “Everyone makes mistakes. That’s all in the past. Now, I only love Florence and I just want to build a life with her." “Don’t say things to upset my wife, or I swear you’ll face the consequences.” Sydney rarely displayed affection publicly, so his words left me feeling both hopeful and uncertain. The room fell silent momentarily before laughter erupted. They envied me—a woman with a husband who loved her, a man with both romance and success. Everyone joined in the mood, except Kya. Her eyes turned red and tears streamed uncontrollably down her face. Someone among the crowd sneered, “Look at that, Kya. If you hadn’t been so blind and greedy, you could’ve married Sydney by now and become the wealthiest woman in the city. And not living this pathetic life.” “That’s right. I heard she’s divorced. What’s she even doing here?” “Is she looking for a man willing to take her in?” “I saw her with a kid earlier.” Hearing this, Sydney's grip on my arm suddenly tightened, causing sharp pain. Yet, he didn’t seem to realize. His gaze was locked on Kya, seemingly waiting for her to deny it all. But she didn’t. Kya simply lowered her head further. Sydney averted his gaze in frustration, lighting a cigarette. He cared for her—far more than he wanted to admit. “She really thinks she can find a man who’d want someone like her?” Rod Beauford, notorious for his troublemaking ways since high school, sneered loudly. “I wonder what it would feel like to have the once-proud Miss Tucker under me.” His tone grew even more brazen and a sleazy grin spread across his face. “How about we make a deal? You sleep with me tonight and I’ll throw five thousand dollars your way. Sounds good, right?” Rod’s words were shameless and crude. Sydney’s expression darkened, his piercing gaze icy as it bore into the man. At that moment, Kya lifted her head, her tear-streaked face flushed. “Who do you think you are to trample on my dignity? If it weren’t for my father, your family would’ve gone bankrupt long ago!” She added resolutely, “I’m not those women who stood roadside selling themselves. I’ll only sleep with the man I love.” Her eyes lingered on Sydney without concealment. Then, she declared boldly, “Apart from him, no one else will touch me.” She ignored me entirely, brazenly seducing my husband right before my eyes. Rod’s face turned red with anger. He abruptly stood up from the couch, moved to Kya’s side and wrapped an arm around her shoulders. Despite her struggles, he planted a kiss on her cheek. “Think you still the precious powerful daughter, huh? That’s bold. Why don’t we see if you still have the power to keep me from fucking you?” With that, Rod grabbed Kya by the waist, hoisted her over his shoulder and headed for the door. Kya struggled, casting pleading looks toward Sydney. Sydney was tense, his entire body rigid. His fists trembled as he clenched them tightly. Just as he stood up, I grabbed his hand, my voice laced with desperation. “You’re my husband. Whatever happened to Kya is none of your business. Please, stay and don’t humiliate me.” Sydney, who had never spoken harshly to me, fixed his gaze on the door where Kya had disappeared. His expression was unreadable. He shoved my hand away with such force that I fell heavily onto the couch. Under the mocking gazes of the crowd, he glanced at me and said coldly, “How can you be so heartless?” Then, without another word, he strode out, as if terrified that any delay might lead to irreversible consequences. Clenching my hands into fists, I silently swallowed the tears that threatened to spill, forcing a smile. “I’m not feeling well. You all go ahead and enjoy the party. I’ll head home." Behind me, laughter and ridicule erupted, but I didn’t turn back.

That night, I waited for him in the living room, all night long. I called him repeatedly, hoping to remind him he had a wife, praying he’d regain his composure in his chaotic pursuit of Kya and that he wouldn’t doom our marriage. But the call wasn’t answered until the early morning. “Hello? Are you looking for Sydney? He’s exhausted from last night and still hasn’t woken up,” said a woman’s voice on the other end. I covered my mouth as tears streamed down my face. “Need me to wake him for you?” she asked, her voice tauntingly sweet. Seeing ‘My Husband’ on the screen felt like a blade stabbing deep into my chest. The pain was excruciating, suffocating. I was the victim, yet I felt like a rat scurrying through the streets, desperate to end the call and find somewhere to cry in solitude. “Oh, your call kept ringing, so I answered it,” she added. The sound of fabric rustling followed. Then Sydney’s familiar voice came through, trembling, “Florence, it’s not like what you think. Kya and I didn’t do anything. I’ll explain everything at home.”  The usually composed man now sounded panicked. Shortly after, my phone buzzed with notifications. My long-dormant class group chat was unusually active. Everyone was tagging me: [@Florence, check this out!] My heart sank as I scrolled through the messages. A photo popped up and it felt like a slap in the face. In the picture, a woman, half-naked, leaned against a man’s shoulder, her lips curled in a blissful smile. Though the man’s face wasn’t visible, I knew it was Sydney. I couldn’t possibly mistake the wedding ring on his finger—it was ours. The design was unique, custom-made by a friend of mine who’s a jewelry designer. The group chat exploded in an instant. [@Florence, isn’t that Sydney?] [You should just step aside and let them be happy. Forced love never lasts. Look how in love they are.] [Why didn’t you stop him? Two old flames reunited after five years. Of course, something happened last night.] [Ugh, this is disgusting. Poor Florence.] Though most comments tried to bring me down, a few were still on my side: [Don’t jump to conclusions. They’re the model couple of our circle. Sydney even broke his leg for Florence once. He’d never cheat on her.] [Exactly. Five years and still so in love. They travel abroad every month. Stop spreading rumors.] *** These people thrived on gossip, eager to see my misery. I typed back carefully, trying to sound lighthearted. [Florence: Want me to wake up and have him join a video call to clarify?] The group fell silent. I exhaled deeply, trying to steady my nerves. Then, Rod sent a reply with sly emoji. [Your husband just text me.] He posted a screenshot of their chat. [Sydney: Delete it. If those photos get out, it’ll ruin Kya’s reputation.] [Rod: Are you dumb? I posted them here for your wife to see.] [Rod: Who do think she’ll believe? You or me?] Sydney’s arrogance was evident, confident he had me completely under his control. The chat exploded again. Rod added, [Pay up, losers.] [I told you Sydney still has feelings for Kya. He won’t just sit back and let it slide.] [Give them the chance and those two will definitely roll in the hay.] [In the face of true love, Florence doesn’t stand a chance!] [Rob: Stop stalling. I want my money.] Then, the group was filled with transaction records. Sydney had turned me into a joke within the circle. Anger and shame wrapped tightly around me. In just one night, Sydney had betrayed me twice.

Sydney returned and said a lot of apologetic things, but only one sentence stuck in my mind. “Can you stop being unreasonable? If I still had feelings for Kya, we would’ve already gone to the courthouse and divorced long ago.” The next day, I went to the beauty salon with my best friend for a treatment. To my surprise, I bumped into Kya. I glanced at her expensive clothes and jewelry, then at the beauty salon’s nameplate and felt a pang in my heart. Sydney was really generous. Kya, noticing my displeasure, sneered, “Sorry, Florence. I accidentally slept with your husband yesterday. Hope you're not upset about that.” She laughed, clearly enjoying herself. “You still love him, don’t you? I can see why Sydney’s so sure you’ll forgive him. He was so confident about it last night.” “You know,” she continued, “When Sydney found out that the baby isn’t mine, he was ecstatic. Treated me like I was some kind of treasure he’d just rediscovered.” “What does that make you? A trophy wife, or just a trash to throw away?” She raised her eyebrow in mockery. I put my hand on my stomach and chuckled. “I’m the one holding the marriage certificate here. What does that make you?” I couldn’t help but keep going. “You really don’t have a clue how to be a mistress, do you? No one who’s actually smart about it flaunts themselves in front of the wife. They usually end up getting a reality check.” Kya's face drained of color and she snapped back, “The mistress is the one who isn’t loved!” Her eyes dropped to my slightly rounded belly and then she laughed again. “Which one do you think matters more to Sydney? Me or the baby you're carrying?” I froze. How did she know I was pregnant? Just as I was lost in thought, Kya charged at me in full speed, elbowing me hard in the stomach. I didn’t take it lying down. I grabbed her hand and kicked her in the knee. She fell to the floor and her clumsy, pitiful appearance made the staff snicker despite themselves. That only made Kya angrier. She grabbed whatever bottles and jars she could find and hurled them at me. I dodged most of them, but one hit me squarely on the forehead and warm liquid dripped down my face. I didn’t care about my dignity at that point. I grabbed her by the collar and raised my hand to slap her. But my wrist was suddenly caught with great force. I turned around to find it was Sydney. So they’d come together. “Florence, have you lost your mind?” he said through gritted teeth. “Where’s your grace and dignity? Do you not realize you’re humiliating yourself?” The words hit me like a slap. It was laughable, really—Kya had started this whole mess, yet he had the audacity to accuse me of causing a scene. At that moment, clarity struck me like a bolt of lightning. I’d been lying to myself all along. I realized how unworthy Sydney was of the nine years I wasted on him. He didn’t deserve my true heart. I was thinking of booking an appointment for an abortion. I didn’t want to love him anymore. I wanted a divorce. I bit my lip, remaining silent, but my grip on Kya’s collar tightened. Every fiber of my being wanted to slap him now, but the strength disparity between us was too great. With no other choice, I released Kya’s collar and only then did Sydney loosen his grip on me. I jerked my hand free, wincing as pain radiated from my reddened wrist. I bit back tears, refusing to give him the satisfaction of seeing me cry. Sydney turned to Kya, rushing to her side like the doting hero. Once he was sure she was fine, he shot me a withering glare. But just as he seemed ready to berate me further, his gaze landed on the bleeding gash on my forehead. His expression shifted in an instant, darkening as he turned to Kya. “Did you do this?” he snapped, his voice low and dangerous. Kya paled, her confidence faltering. “I-i…. she started it!” she stammered. “She hit me first and called me a homewrecker in front of all the staff. I was only defending myself! Do you know how embarrassing this would be if word got out? So many wealthy women come here. I’d never live it down!” Sydney didn’t say a word, his face still clouded with anger. Kya, sensing the tension, clung to his arm, her tone shifting to one of saccharine sweetness. “Okay, okay,” she cooed, swaying slightly against him. “I’ll apologize if it makes you happy. Just don’t be mad, alright?” They looked so intimate, so oblivious to my presence, as if I were nothing more than an unwanted shadow. I stood there, feeling utterly foolish. “Forget it. This isn’t a big deal,” Sydney muttered, dismissing it all as though nothing had happened. After stopping Kya from apologizing, he pulled me outside. “Can’t you just stop making trouble?” he said, exasperated. “She just got back from abroad. This place had become foreign to her. She helped me back in school and I’m just trying to repay her kindness. You’re overthinking everything.”

Sydney’s words were like a dagger to my chest, dismissing Kya’s actions so nonchalantly it felt like he had forgiven her on my behalf. In the end, somehow, it was always me who ended up in the wrong. Love and indifference—was there ever a clearer contrast? My throat felt dry and raw, but I swallowed back the torrent of tears threatening to spill. Just then, my best friend returned from the restroom and upon seeing Sydney, she exploded in rage. “You piece of trash! How dare you treat Florence this way? I swear, I want to stab you both, you disgusting scumbags!” She stepped closer, pointing an accusatory finger at him. “Florence is your wife! Instead of standing by her, you’re defending this skank? Where is your brain?” “And don’t forget,” she continued, voice dripping with venom, “everything you have today is thanks to Florence. You’re nothing but a freeloading loser, Sydney. Don’t act like you’ve forgotten how Florence’s dad helped you when no one else would. Mr. Lancaster just went abroad to meet his business partner, he’s not dead.” The mention of my father shattered the last of my composure. Tears streamed down my face as I thought of him—the one person who had always loved me unconditionally, who would never let me suffer in silence. Sydney smirked, his laugh filled with mockery. “So what if he helped me? Forcing his daughter on me back then wasn’t exactly a noble act, was it?” “I’ll say it one last time,” he continued coldly, “I’m not cheating. Once I get Kya settled, I’ll come back to the family.” His words ground my self-esteem into the dirt. As if his “return” was some kind of charity I should be grateful for. But he wasn’t an emperor and I wasn’t some concubine reliant on his favor to survive. I grabbed my bag and hurled it at his face. “Sydney, let’s get divorced. I hope you and Kya get together and rot in hell.” Sydney froze for a moment, then wiped at the blood trickling from the cut on his face. “Florence, do you think you’ll ever find someone who loves you more than I do?” My best friend scoffed. “Love? You’ve treated Florence like dirt and you have the nerve to talk about love? She’s the best thing that ever happened to you and you’re too blind to see it.” She bent down to pick up my bag, but her gaze fell on a document peeking out from inside. Her expression turned to shock as she turned to me. “Florence, is this—” Before she could finish, I yanked the paper from her hands, crumpled it up and tossed it into the trash. “Let’s go,” I said, forcing a smile. “My treat for the concert tonight.” Sydney’s brow furrowed as he grabbed my wrist. “Florence, are you hiding something from me?” I let out a cold laugh and pried his fingers off me. “And what does that have to do with you?” His gaze darkened as he searched my face for answers, but I gave him nothing. He strode toward the trash can, determined to fish out the paper, but Kya blocked his path, clutching her stomach. “Sydney, my stomach hurts so much. It’s probably from when Florence kicked me earlier. Please, take me to the hospital.” Sydney shot me a look before taking her hand. “I’ll deal with you when I get back.” I watched their retreating figures disappear, my heart hardening with resolve. Picking up my phone, I dialed my father’s number. I was done with Sydney. This marriage was over and I wouldn’t look back. I made up my mind—not only would I leave him, but I wouldn’t keep the baby, either. It was time to cut ties, completely and irreversibly. Ever since Kya returned, Sydney had made her his top priority. He seemed to have conveniently forgotten everything that happened at the beauty salon. His visits home grew increasingly rare, but I didn’t mind the solitude. It was liberating to be free of his presence. Quietly, I went to the hospital and terminated the pregnancy. Afterward, I stayed at home to recover, finding solace in the peace that came with Sydney’s absence. Yet, he misinterpreted my silence as submission, convincing himself that I had finally learned my “place.” His audacity with Kya only grew—publicly parading their relationship as if I no longer existed. He began taking her to lavish galas, using his influence to help her expand her social connections. With him backing her, no one dared criticize her, at least not openly. At an auction, Kya fell in love with the Heart of Africa gemstone. Sydney didn’t hesitate, spending three hundred million to buy it for her and commissioning a designer to turn it into an exclusive jewelry set. Their public displays of affection became a constant fixture, their smiles and laughter gracing every social event. They were the epitome of a “perfect couple,” or so it seemed to everyone else.

So, this was what Sydney called “returning to family.” The irony was laughable. Well, good for them—they truly deserved each other. It was around 10 PM that night when Sydney came home, carrying Kya in his arms. Kya cast a fleeting glance at me before burying her face against Sydney’s chest, her voice trembling with feigned vulnerability. “Sydney, I was so scared... I really thought something terrible would happen if you hadn’t come in time.” With that, she burst into tears, clutching Sydney tightly as though the world had wronged her. Sydney patted her back, his tone soft and reassuring. “Don’t worry, I’m here now. You’re safe.” “Sydney,” Kya whimpered, tilting her head up to look at him. “Can you stay with me tonight? I’m so shaken and I don’t think I can sleep alone.” Then, she turned her gaze to me, her lips trembling with mock sincerity. “Florence, you wouldn’t mind, would you?” I kept a stoic expression, munching on my potato chips without bothering to answer. In Sydney’s eyes, my silence was yet another instance of my “immaturity” or “unreasonableness.” His face darkened as he tried to justify his actions. “The hotel wasn’t safe,” he explained. “Someone broke into Kya’s room. If I had been even a little later... I don’t want to think about what could have happened. She’ll stay here for a few days until I find her a secure place.” Every word was a glaring red flag. I stepped closer, letting the remaining chips spill from the bag onto both of them. Sydney’s face turned beet red with anger, but I couldn’t hold back a mocking laugh. “Do you think I’m stupid?” I sneered. “Someone broke into her hotel room and your solution isn’t to call the police but to bring her here? Seriously?” I crossed my arms, giving them a pointed look. “You expect me to believe there’s not a single safe hotel in this entire city? Or is it that you two find it more thrilling to flaunt your affair in front of me?” Kya’s eyes welled up with tears and her voice wavered dramatically. “Sydney, just take me away. It’s clear your wife doesn’t want me here.” She turned to me with a pitiful expression. “I’m sorry for causing trouble, Florence. I only asked Sydney for help because I thought you didn’t mind—since you’ve been so... understanding lately.” She clung to his neck and whispered, “Let’s go to a hotel. I have a new nightgown I wanted to show you anyway.” “We’re not going anywhere,” Sydney glared at me. “This is my house. She doesn’t get to make the rules.”  Kya's lips curled up with delight and she turned her head to see my reaction.  “If she don’t like it, she can leave,” Sydney added.  When the words dropped, Kya went to kiss him. Sydney returned her kiss, carried her into our bedroom and the bile rose in my throat. I barely made it to the bathroom before vomiting violently. I was done. This man disgusted me. *** The next day, I went to the hospital and terminated the pregnancy. I spent two months recovering at my best friend’s place, during which Sydney didn’t call me—not once. Once I felt physically and emotionally ready, I began making arrangements to end it all. I hired a lawyer and had the divorce papers drafted. When I finally returned to the house to confront Sydney, I found that the locks had been changed. Calling him was futile; he wouldn’t pick up. Left with no choice, I contacted a locksmith to open the door. As the locksmith worked on the door, my phone finally rang. I picked it up, expecting Sydney, but instead, a woman's voice greeted me with smug satisfaction. “Are you looking for Sydney?” she asked, her tone dripping with confidence. “He’s with me at the clinic right now. I’ve been feeling nauseous lately, so he brought me to check. The elderly folks here keep saying I might be pregnant. They think Sydney and I are such a perfect couple—handsome, beautiful and just imagine the adorable babies we’ll have.” She paused, letting her words sink in before continuing with mock sympathy. “But I get it; you’ve been with him since the beginning, helped him build everything from scratch. Out of respect, he can’t just abandon you, right?” The locksmith finally clicked the door open. Without another word, I ended the call, cutting off whatever nonsense she had left to spew. I stepped inside, only to be met with a startling sight. In just two months, everything had been completely transformed into something I couldn’t even recognize.