第1章
The silver-ribboned box felt impossibly light in my hand as I stepped out of the car. Tonight was meant to be special - our first wedding anniversary. I'd planned everything: surprising Lorde at his company's year-end party, sharing a toast under the shimmering lights, and celebrating the future we'd built together.
But as I entered the brightly lit resort, a cold unease settled in my stomach. Something felt wrong. The hall buzzed with laughter and the clinking of champagne glasses, but my heart pounded in my chest as I searched for him. He wasn't in the main hall, not in any of the private lounges. With every step, the box grew heavier, the weight mirroring the anxiety building inside me.
Then, I heard it - his deep, unmistakable laugh. A wave of relief washed over me, until a second voice joined his, a light, teasing voice that sent a shiver down my spine. Venus.
My steps faltered. Venus was my best friend, or had been. Lately, her casual touches on Lorde's arm, her overly bright smiles, had set me on edge. But tonight, my suspicion sharpened into something darker, an icy blade piercing my heart.
Following their voices, my pulse roared in my ears. Peeking through a partially open door, I saw them: Lorde, glass in hand, cheeks flushed from drinking, and Venus, seated too close, her hand resting possessively on his arm.
"Truth or dare," someone called out, their voice slurred with alcohol.
Venus's smile turned wicked as she looked at Lorde. "Truth or dare?"
He grinned, swaying slightly. "Dare."
Her voice rang out, deliberate and loud. "I dare you to sleep with me."
Laughter erupted, but I froze, my chest constricting as if an invisible hand were squeezing the air from my lungs.
"No way!" someone exclaimed.
"Oh, he'll do it," Venus said confidently, her eyes fixed on Lorde, a predator sizing up its prey.
Lorde raised his glass, chuckling. "Challenge accepted!"
The box slipped from my hand, the sound of it hitting the floor drowned out by the thundering in my ears. I stood paralyzed, watching as Lorde, my husband, picked her up in his arms - bridal-style - and carried her towards one of the private rooms.
The door clicked shut, and my world cracked wide open. I didn't know how long I stood there, but eventually, I moved, drawn to the bar, its dim lighting offering no comfort. I sipped champagne, trying to numb the storm raging inside me, but the betrayal burned brighter with every swallow.
The hours blurred into a haze of pain. When I finally dared to approach the private room, the door creaked open just as I reached it. Venus emerged, wrapped in nothing but a towel, her smirk a dagger aimed at my heart.
"Looks like you stayed for the show," she said mockingly.
The slap came before I realized my hand had moved. Her head snapped to the side, but when she turned back, she was smiling.
"Feeling feisty, huh?" she said, her tone amused. She slapped me back, the sting sharp but nowhere near as painful as her next words.
"You should thank me, Jillian. At least now you know how pathetic you look clinging to him."
"How could you do this?" I whispered, my voice trembling.
Yes, she was my childhood bestfriend. We grew together as if were sisters but everything changed when we meet Lorde Emillion.
She shrugged, her gaze cold. "Please. You've always known I wanted him. You were just too naive to admit it."
I knew about. ALWAYS. But who would've thought that Lorde will choose me over her? It's not my fault!
My fists clenched. "Y-You're disgusting."
She leaned closer, her voice dropping to a venomous whisper. "Let's make this interesting. Whoever gets pregnant first wins. Loser walks away."
I stared at her, stunned. "So... fucking insane."
Her laugh was cruel. "We'll see who's insane when the winner takes all."
"Jillian..."
I turned sharply, finding Lorde standing behind us. His expression - confused, guilty - made my stomach churn.
"Jillian, I—"
I didn't let him finish. My legs carried me past him, toward the parking lot, tears threatening to spill. He caught up, grabbing my arm.
"Let me explain!"
I yanked free, my voice cracking. "E-Explain what? That you accepted her dare? That you carried her off like she was your bride? What part of that needs explaining?"
His hand raked through his hair, his desperation clear. "I was drunk. I didn't know what I was doing!"
"Drunk?" I laughed bitterly. "That's your excuse? A mistake doesn't look like that."
"Please," he begged, reaching for my hand.
I slapped him, the sound echoing in the empty lot. "There's nothing left to say."
I got into my car and drove away, his figure shrinking in the rearview mirror. The tears came then, hot and unrelenting, as my world fell apart.
When I reached home, the small silver box still sat in the passenger seat. I picked it up, my hands trembling as I carried it inside. Sitting on the edge of the bed, I opened it, revealing the pregnancy test I had kept hidden for weeks.
Positive.
This night was supposed to be a celebration - a moment to tell him he'd be a father. But how could I tell him now? He didn't deserve to know.
I paced the room, the storm inside me too much to contain. Then, a sharp cramp pierced my abdomen. I froze, clutching my stomach as panic set in.
Blood.
The sight of it spreading across my skirt sent shockwaves through me. I tried to move, to call for help, but my legs gave out, and darkness swallowed me whole.
The sterile white ceiling of the hospital greeted me when I woke. My body felt heavy, my mind foggy.
"Jillian, you're awake!" Glaiza, my assistant, sat at my bedside, her face streaked with tears.
"What happened?" I croaked.
Before she could answer, the doctor entered. His calm yet grave expression filled me with dread.
"Mrs. Javier," he began gently, "I'm sorry. You've had a miscarriage."
The words hit like a physical blow. My hands instinctively moved to my stomach, but the reality was undeniable. My baby was gone.
Tears streamed down my face as guilt consumed me. This was my fault. If I hadn't let my anger and heartbreak overwhelm me, maybe...
But the ache in my chest left no room for maybes.
Days passed in a haze of grief. I avoided Lorde, retreating to my room whenever he was near. My anger simmered, my heartbreak unyielding.
Then, on what should have been an ordinary morning, Venus barged into my room, her smug smile striking a nerve.
"Happy birthday, Jillian," she said, her voice laced with mockery.
"What do you want, Venus?" I snapped.
She held out a small black box. "Open it."
My stomach churned as I lifted the lid, revealing a pregnancy test. Two lines.
"It's mine," Venus said casually, her smile wicked. "Guess who the father is?"
I shook my head, my voice trembling. "Fuck... you're lying."
"Am I?" She crossed her arms. "Don't worry, Jillian. I'll take good care of what's mine."
Her words were knives. I stumbled, clutching the edge of the bed to steady myself.
Then her phone rang. She answered, her smirk slipping as her expression turned grave.
"W-What's wrong?" I asked.
Her voice trembled. "Lorde's in the hospital. He was shot this morning."
Her words shattered what little remained of my composure.
"No..." My knees gave way, and I collapsed to the floor, the weight of it all finally too much to bear.
B-BUT WHY? H-HE CANNOT DIE!
第2章
That night, I found myself heading to the hospital. I had to see Lorde. My heart was racing with so many questions. What was happening? Why wasn't anyone answering my calls?
But as I reached his hospital room, a guard blocked my way.
"Ma'am, you're not allowed in here," he said, his tone firm.
"E-Excuse me?" I snapped, my voice trembling. "I'm his wife. I have every right to see him!"
Before I could argue further, the door opened, and out stepped Venus. She looked calm, too calm for someone who was supposed to be grieving. My anger boiled over. Without thinking, I raised my hand and slapped her.
"Do yo plan this bitch, huh? H-How could you?"
She pointed at me. Her expression suddenly changed. "Y-You! You're the reason this happened!" she shouted unexpectedly. "If you hadn't - if you hadn't see me slept with him - none of this would've happened! I-It was just a dare and you took serious—"
I barely flinched. Instead, I gritted my teeth, trying to resist the anger boiling inside me.
"Oh, V-Venus," I said, my voice dripping with curiosity. "W-What are you talking about? Stop this nonsense! You have no idea what you're talking about."
I wanted to scream, to pull her hair, to make her feel even a fraction of the pain I was carrying. But then, from the corner of the hallway, a booming voice cut through the air.
"Jillian!"
It was Don Emillion, Lorde's father. His heavy footsteps echoed down the corridor as he marched toward me. The moment he reached me, he slapped me across the face. Hard.
"How dare you show your face here!" he roared. "You tried to kill my son, MY ONLY SON!!"
My mind went blank. "W-What? No! I would never—"
"Silence!" he barked. His face was a twisted mix of rage and grief. "You brought nothing but trouble into our lives. You're cursed, Jillian. Cursed!"
I couldn't breathe. His words cut deeper than I thought possible. My hands trembled as I clutched my chest, trying to hold myself together. Then, just like that, he turned his back on me and ordered the guards to escort me out.
Venus watched the entire scene unfold, her arms crossed and a victorious smirk plastered on her face. I HATED HER. She freaking brainwashed Don Emillion for what? To fucking get his trust?
I hated everything about her.
When I got home, I couldn't hold it in anymore. I grabbed the picture frame of Lorde and me - the one from happier times - and hurled it against the wall. The glass shattered, just like my heart.
Days passed. Each one felt heavier than the last. I packed my things, determined to leave the house before the memories could suffocate me any further. But as I walked past Lorde's office, something caught my eye. The door was slightly ajar.
Curiosity got the better of me, so I peeked inside. What I saw made my blood run cold.
Venus. She was rummaging through Lorde's desk drawers, her movements quick and desperate.
"What the hell are you doing?!" I demanded, barging in.
Venus froze for a moment, but then she straightened up, her usual smugness returning. "Just looking for something," she said casually, as if it was her office.
"You have no right to be here," I hissed. "I'm telling Don Emillion about this!"
I turned to leave, but before I could take a step, a shadow loomed behind me. When I turned back, my heart sank.
A man stood there - tall, broad, and terrifying. His face was partially burned, the scars twisting his features into something straight out of a nightmare.
"Who—" I started, but Venus interrupted me with a laugh.
"Oh, Jillian," she said mockingly. "Meet Darius McIllano."
Before I could process what was happening, Darius lunged forward, pressing a cloth against my face. A sickly sweet smell filled my nose, and the world around me faded to black.
When I opened my eyes, I was tied to a chair in a dimly lit room. My head throbbed, and my arms felt like lead. Venus stood a few feet away, her arms crossed as usual, while Darius loomed beside her.
"Well, look who's awake," Venus said, smirking.
"What…what is this?" I croaked.
Darius stepped forward, his voice low and menacing. "Where are the documents?"
"W-What documents?" I asked, genuinely confused.
"The ones proving Lorde put me in prison," he growled. "I know they're here somewhere."
"I-I don't know what you're talking about," I said, my voice shaking.
Darius didn't like that answer. He grabbed a wet cloth and pressed it over my face, making it hard to breathe.
"S-Sto—!" I gasped when he finally pulled it away. "I swear, I don't know anything!"
"Liar!" he spat.
Venus watched the entire scene with a satisfied smile, as if she was enjoying my suffering.
"You won't get away with this," I said, glaring at her. "Don E-Emillion will find out."
At that, Venus laughed - a cold, chilling laugh that sent shivers down my spine.
"Oh, Jillian," she said. "You still don't get it, do you?"
"Get w-what?" I demanded.
She leaned in close, her eyes glinting with malice. "Darius isn't just some ex-convict. He's Don Emillion's illegitimate son. And he's here to take back what's rightfully his."
Her words hit me like a punch to the gut. I stared at her, my mind racing. If what she said was true, then everything I thought I knew about Lorde's family was a lie.
Before I could say anything else, Darius grabbed my chin, forcing me to look at him.
"You're going to tell us what we need to know," he said, his voice dripping with venom. "Or I'll make sure you never see the light of day again."
第3章
Days passed, but I kept silent about what Venus and Darius had done to me. No one would believe me anyway. And honestly? I didn't want to relive the nightmare. I thought I could keep my head down and figure out my next move. But life had other plans.
One morning, a loud knock echoed through the house. When I opened the door, I was greeted by stern-faced policemen.
"Jillian Laví-Emillion," one of them said. "You are under arrest for the attempted murder of Lorde Ace Emillion."
My heart sank. "W-What? No! I-I didn't do it!"
But my protests fell on deaf ears. They handcuffed me and dragged me to the station. Before I knew it, I was thrown into the women's detention cell - a place that felt more like a dungeon than a jail.
The cell was massive, crowded with women who wore their crimes like badges of honor. Tattoos covered their skin, their eyes cold and calculating. As I walked in, their whispers began, low and menacing. I felt their eyes on me, sizing me up like prey.
I clutched my bag tightly and headed to the farthest corner, pretending not to notice them. I just wanted to keep to myself, but that wasn't going to happen.
"Hey, new girl," one of them called out. Her voice was sharp, almost playful, but there was a threat hidden in her tone.
I ignored her, focusing on arranging my things.
"Don't ya ignore me!" she snapped, and before I could react, she grabbed my hair and yanked me back.
The next thing I knew, punches and kicks rained down on me. I tried to fight back, but there were too many of them. Pain shot through every part of my body as I crumpled to the floor, beaten and bruised.
When they were done, they left me there, lying on the cold concrete. My vision blurred from the pain, and I thought that was it - my breaking point.
But then, someone approached me. A woman with kind but wary eyes knelt beside me and helped me sit up.
"Here," she said, handing me a piece of cloth to wipe the blood off my face. "Uhm… I'm Laura. You shouldn't have come here unprepared."
I let out a bitter laugh, wincing as it hurt my ribs. "Like I had a choice."
Laura's expression darkened. "Listen, those women? They're planning to kill you. It's been in the works since before you got here."
My stomach twisted. I frowned, "W-What? Why?"
She hesitated before answering, her voice dropping to a whisper. "I've heard them mention a name. Venus. Do you know her?"
The air left my lungs. It was her? She wasn't satisfied with ruining my life outside - now she wanted me dead.
I spent the rest of the day stewing in anger. Every bruise on my body, every ache, every humiliation - it all fueled the fire inside me. I wasn't going to let Venus win.
That night, as the cell lights dimmed and the other inmates drifted off to sleep, I turned to Laura.
"Do you have a lighter and some cigarettes?" I asked in a low voice.
Her brows furrowed. "Why?"
"Just trust me," I said.
She nodded hesitantly and handed them over. I spent the next few hours tearing apart my mattress, using the fabric to create makeshift wicks.
By midnight, the cell was silent. Everyone was asleep - except for me and Laura. I nudged her awake and motioned for her to follow me.
"Damn! W-What are you doing?" she whispered, panic in her voice.
"You'll see."
We slipped into the small bathroom at the corner of the cell. Laura pulled out a one-liter bottle of gasoline she'd hidden earlier like I said - how she got it, I didn't ask. Some things were better left unexplained.
I poured the gasoline over the torn mattress pieces, creating a trail that led toward the exit.
"A-Are you insane?" Laura hissed.
"No," I said, flicking the lighter. "I'm desperate."
I lit the trail, and the flames roared to life. The fire spread quickly, consuming the mattresses and walls. Chaos erupted as inmates screamed and scrambled to escape the growing inferno.
In the midst of the chaos, Laura and I slipped out through the back, where the bars had weakened from the heat. We ran through the dark, our breaths coming in sharp, panicked bursts.
We reached the edge of the woods behind the prison, the fire still raging behind us. For the first time in hours, I allowed myself to breathe.
But Laura grabbed my arm, stopping me. Her face was pale, her eyes wide with fear. "What the hell did you just do?!" she demanded. "You know they'll hunt us down now! You just signed our death warrants!"
I met her gaze, unflinching. "Bitch! I had no choice. If I stayed, I'd be dead by morning. I can't let Venus win, alright?"
"W-Win… what?" she shot back. "What are you even fighting for?"
I took a deep breath, my hands balling into fists. "Revenge. Before she ruins what's left of my life, I'm going to destroy hers."
Laura stared at me, fear and uncertainty etched on her face. But I didn't care. I wasn't running anymore. It was time to fight back.
第4章
Life in hiding wasn't easy. Laura and I found refuge in a remote village, far from the chaos we left behind. It wasn't the most comfortable place, but it was safe - for now. The mornings were quiet, and the nights were long, filled with restless thoughts of what lay ahead.
One morning, as we sipped on stale coffee, the peace shattered. The local news blared on the old TV in the corner of the rundown inn. There he was - Lorde, my husband, alive and well. My chest tightened as his familiar face filled the screen, but his words made my blood run cold.
"My wife, Jillian Winston, is wanted for arson, attempted murder, and jailbreak," Lorde declared, his voice steady and commanding. "A reward of five million dollars will be given to anyone who provides information leading to her capture."
My face flashed on the screen. Five million dollars. That kind of bounty was enough to make anyone desperate.
"This is bad," Laura muttered, her face pale. "We're not safe here anymore."
But I wasn't about to let fear consume me. Instead, I leaned into the anger bubbling inside me. "We'll adapt," I said firmly. "I'm not going down without a fight."
That night, Laura brought up an idea that seemed insane at first. "I know someone," she said hesitantly. "A surgeon. He's unlicensed, but he's discreet. He can help us… change."
It was risky, but I didn't see any other choice.
A few days later, we met the surgeon in a dimly lit basement, the stench of antiseptic hanging heavy in the air. The procedure was excruciating, but I endured it, fueled by the promise of safety and revenge. Months passed, and when the bandages came off, the woman staring back at me in the mirror wasn't Jillian anymore.
"Ynna Lewis Versejo," I whispered to my reflection, testing my new name.
Laura, now Darlea Martinez, smirked beside me. "You're unrecognizable."
"Good," I replied, determination sharpening my voice.
Our plan began to take shape. We staged our deaths meticulously, burning old prison clothes and planting them in the remnants of the women's cell. The authorities would find them and assume we were gone for good.
With our new identities, we could finally start plotting our revenge. I wasn't just running anymore - I was fighting back.
Weeks later, I found myself back in the city, standing before the gates of the Emillion estate. The air was heavy with memories, but I shook them off. I had a mission to complete.
I had emptied my secret vault to fund this plan, every last penny going into my new life and my ultimate goal: infiltrating the Emillion empire. Step one? Investing in Lorde's company, Emillion Real Estate.
"SHIT you're moving too fast," Darlea warned me one evening as we sat in our small apartment, poring over documents.
I didn't look up. "I know what I'm doing."
She slammed the papers down, frustration clear in her voice. "Do you? You're risking everything! It's too soon to make a move."
Her words struck a nerve. I snapped, my voice icy. "You… don't get to lecture me, Darlea. If it weren't for me, you'd have burned alive in that prison!"
Silence filled the room as my words hung in the air. Her face fell, but I didn't care. She didn't understand the fire driving me.
The tension lingered, but it was interrupted by an unexpected phone call.
"Ms. Versejo?" a calm voice greeted me.
"Yes, talking," I replied, masking my surprise.
"This is Glaiza, Mr. Lorde Emillion's assistant. Mr. Emillion would like to invite you to a business meeting tomorrow morning. Can you make it?"
I almost dropped the phone. Oh, why are they rushing things? "Of course," I said, keeping my voice steady.
After hanging up, I turned to Darlea, who raised a questioning brow. "Looks like I'm meeting Lorde tomorrow," I said sarcastically.
The next morning, I arrived at the towering Emillion building. My heart pounded as I stepped into the sleek conference room, but I kept my composure. If they saw through my facade, everything would be over.
As I waited inside the conference room, the door swung open, and in walked Venus. My breath caught at the sight of her. Her figure was different now - her stomach round and unmistakably pregnant.
"Ms. Ynna Versejo, right?" she said sweetly, extending a hand.
I took it, forcing a smile. "Yes. And you must be… Venus."
Her smile widened, and she patted her belly. "That's right. Lorde and I are engaged now, you know. It's such a tragedy what happened to his ex-wife, Jillian. But I suppose everything happens for a reason, right?"
I clenched my fists under the table, hiding the storm raging inside me. "Congratulations," I said, feigning delight.
Before she could respond, Venus suddenly gasped, clutching her stomach. Panic filled her eyes as her water broke, spilling onto the pristine floor.
"H–Help!" she cried, her voice shrill.
Without thinking, I grabbed my phone and dialed for an ambulance. This wasn't part of the plan, but I couldn't afford to blow my cover now.
As the paramedics rushed in, I stood to the side, watching the chaos unfold. My mind raced with questions. How far was I willing to go? And what would it cost me?
第5章
The drive home after the commotion with Venus left me emotionally drained. Every mile back to my small apartment felt like a dagger twisting deeper into my chest. Once inside, I collapsed onto my bed, letting the tears come freely. It wasn't just the sight of Venus and her baby bump that broke me - it was the cruel reminder of everything I had lost.
The memory resurfaced like an old wound. Venus and I had made a pact back then, a foolish one born out of competition and pride. Whoever got pregnant first would claim Lorde. It had been a playful challenge at first, one we didn’t take seriously - until it wasn't.
I had been pregnant once. My hands instinctively went to my stomach, now flat and barren. I had wanted to surprise Lorde with the news, to see the joy light up his face when I told him. But fate had other plans. I lost the baby, and I never got the chance to tell him.
A sob escaped me as regret clawed at my chest. If only I hadn't waited. If only I had told him. Maybe then he wouldn't have turned to Venus. Maybe I would be the one he held now, not her.
The sound of the door opening snapped me out of my thoughts. Darlea stepped inside, her eyes narrowing in concern as she saw me curled up on the bed. "Ohh… what's wrong?" she asked, sitting down beside me.
I hesitated for a moment before spilling everything - the pact with Venus, the pregnancy I lost, the regret I carried every single day.
Darlea listened quietly, her face softening as I finished. "Do you still... love him?" she asked, her voice gentle but firm.
I nodded, my voice trembling. "I never stopped. No matter what, he was always it for me."
She sighed, leaning back against the headboard. "Ynna, you can't keep torturing yourself like this. He's married now. He has a family. You need to focus on what we planned."
Her words stung, but I knew she was right. No amount of tears or longing would change the fact that Lorde had moved on - with Venus, no less.
The weeks that followed were painful but necessary. I threw myself into our plan, pushing aside the heartbreak whenever it tried to resurface. But moving on wasn't easy, especially when I saw Lorde and Venus every day at the office. Their laughter echoed through the halls, a constant reminder of what I had lost.
One afternoon, as I reviewed some documents in the conference room alone, a knock at the door startled me. Venus stepped inside, her radiant smile masking whatever venom she was undoubtedly hiding beneath.
"Ms. Versejo, I have something for you," she said, handing me a pink envelope.
I opened it, finding an invitation to their baby shower. My stomach twisted, but I forced a smile.
"We'd love for you to be the godmother," Venus said, her tone saccharine.
Godmother. The word felt like a cruel joke, but I nodded, not letting my true feelings show. "Of course. I'd be honored."
The day of the baby shower arrived, and I walked into the lavish venue carrying a large, intricately designed cake. The room was filled with investors, family, and friends, all mingling under the glow of chandeliers. I put on my best smile, moving through the crowd and chatting with the guests, carefully picking out those who could be useful to my plans.
I was determined to stay composed, even as Venus flaunted her happiness. She was the perfect hostess, glowing with pride and stealing glances at Lorde, who stood nearby, looking every bit the doting husband.
As the event went on, I managed to blend in, keeping my emotions in check. But just as I thought I could get through the day without incident, chaos erupted.
A loud explosion shook the room, followed by panicked screams. One of the cakes had detonated, sending frosting, debris, and smoke everywhere. I ducked instinctively, my heart racing as I tried to process what had just happened.
Guests scrambled for the exits, some tripping over overturned chairs. In the chaos, I spotted Venus clutching her belly, her face pale with fear. Lorde was at her side in an instant, guiding her toward safety.
I stood frozen, my mind racing. This wasn't part of the plan! Someone else had just turned this baby shower into a battlefield - and I had no idea who it was.
The only question baffling inside my head was, "WHO?"